i havent blogged in such a long time...i just felt like blogging today for some reason...i have 2 more finals and a Diff Eq presentation left ...i really cant wait till this week is over...as much as i wont be doing anything exciting over the break it will just be a good break...i am in a very bizzare mood today...although i feel like i spent a good amount of time on my diff eq project today...i think nearly 4 hrs...i didnt really get much of 3055 studying done....i really have to study tommorow...i am staying in my friend's room for the next few days ...i have been sociailizing way too much the past few days....and on a random 'dumb charades' venture...although i am not particularly good at it but its still relaxing but its frustrating when you dont win!! i applied for campus tours today and i think that will keep me busy and earn me some good pocket money over the break..whatever it is ...i want to get many things sorted out during the break...reorganize my room...start piano lessons again..i have taken a good 6 month break i think! ...and probably spend some time with my family...very tired...so many random things have been going on in my life...some good ..some not so good...some exciting..some not so exciting...i guess every coin has two sides...sometimes i feel i should be looking at things more optimistically but then at other times when i am in a very serious mood...i dont see the need to and i start analyzing myself...my thoughts...my actions....i want to go home and forget about everything and have this random urge to sit on my bed...and listen to some nice soothing music....sometimes i hate life..its just unfair...